05-04-2017

我还是我

我单身了! 伤心了一个月, 是时候做好自己, 享受一个人的生活. 

在这一个月, 过得真的不像我自己. 每天以泪洗脸, 每天想着到底出现了什么问题, 每天一堆没有答案的问题, 每天晚上睡不着, 早上才来像个死尸一样. 

想回, 我不会觉得自己傻, 因为这是大家所说的爱情的力量. 

但是总是要把自己呼唤起来, 不可以让自己一直被爱情搞得连自己也找不回了.

以前的我非常自立 告诉自己不管发生什么事 绝对不依赖男人

在一段恋情里面 我不明白为什么情侣就要整天腻在一起

不明白为什么节日就要送东西 吃好吃的 

觉得一对情侣不应该要花太多大家的时间 金钱 或者 牺牲对方的梦想 

直到我遇到他, 我变了.

他让我觉得 女生就是要被保护 不管什么事他都会在我身边

每一次都问他 "怎么办 现在的我越来越依赖你 到时候你觉得我烦 不要我了 怎么办"

你的每一次回答都是 "没关系呀 就是要给你依赖 要不然我是拿来干嘛的"

女生呀 绝对别信男生们说的这些话呀 

对 我越来越依赖 

这个依赖让他觉得自己没有了自己的生活 没有了时间 需要金钱 可能影响他以后的梦想

到最后他想回到一个人的生活了 而你需要再把这些依赖都放回自己身上了

我没责怪他 因为我明白在这二十多岁的男生就应该把重心放在冲刺上 

但是 真心的想对每个人说就算真心相爱也要三思才一起 不要一时的爱意冲晕了头

最近也不明白到底是什么分手风暴 身边的情侣一个一个的分手了

身边的女生都过着伤心的日子

想告诉大家 

时间会冲淡一切 别再每天关在房间哭了 

他不会知道你有多伤 

或者有故意放上一些网络让他知道 但他有来安慰你吗 

你让全世界的人知道你的懦弱 你得到了什么 没有!

一个人的生活 你要懂得享受

人家说如果有能力 当然去读书呀 不用赶着去工作 未来的四五十年都在做工了

一个人的时候 就要好好享受呀 以后有了丈夫 孩子 你要享受一个人的生活都不可能了

买一本笔记本吧 写上自己最新的目标 让自己从新冲刺 

过去的东西就让它过去吧 

每天睡前写上隔天的行程 让自己过得更充实 

如果有填不满的时间 不妨可以试下去去咖啡厅 听着轻松的音乐 让自己的头脑放松

每天早上喝一杯温水 告诉自己又是新的开始

尽量把自己打扮一下 就算不打扮也要整齐的出门 不要把睡觉样带出门

让信心一直与你同在 让自己走路也要感觉有风 自己也会开心一点

如果有时间的话 做一下运动 头脑也会清醒一点 

也不会让肥油跟你随行 肥油只会让你穿衣服时信心减弱

在我很胖的时候 有人告诉过我 "身体是自己的 连这个你也没办法控制 你还能做些什么呢"

其实一个人的生活要怎样过 是自己决定的 

我们可能没办法像Bill Gates 马云 那么有钱 那么成功 

但是我们至少要达到自己的目标 过着自己要的生活 

情侣们 在一起已经很不容易了 别轻易放开大家

单身的你 不要羡慕人家有依靠 你自己也可以很好

:)

女生当自强 

*3.34pm

30-09-2016

My 21st Birthday Celebration

Unluckily, my birthday always fall on final week and this year also. I thought my 21st birthday can do a small party but the failed. My best sisters decided to celebrate with me one week earlier so that I can concentrate on my study after that. 

They told me to celebrate at Signature Rooftop but the day before only informed me change to Secret of Louisiane. 

Actually was my boyf planned a surprise for me at there. Is a lovely place besides a lake. 

When I reached the place, I was shocked because I thought only 3 of us.

Babies and me

02-09-2016

My small surprise from boyf. :*

Seriously felt so lovely and appreciate all of them. They all attended although the final was around the corner. 

Boyf and I

Baby 1 and I

Baby 2 and I

Jan 2014 CI boy's gang 

Housemates and I

Boyfs' secondary school friends

Lois and I, our boyf

*2.06pm

30-09-2016

My Online Shop-Two Twenty

It's been a long time I didn't update my blog.
because was too busy with my assignments and finals.
I even missed a chance to do my internship at Perth, Australia. :(
Today just want to introduce my online shop at here.

My shop currently only sell for iPhone cases and limited stock available. As I'm still a student, did not have much funds to buy ready stock but I wish one day I could buy more different type of design and model of phone cases.

The online shop launched at march 2016 **if not mistaken. Actually at the first, I'm so scared to start this online shop but lastly decided to do it, Although it may not earn a lot of money but at least I can earn some experience of doing business. 

Always remember to chase your dreams. Destiny doesn't always come knocking. 

For more information about Two Twenty please contact via,
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/TwoTwenty2020/
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/twotwenty2020/

*1.09pm

13-01-2016

Beach

The first trip for my year 2 sem 3 break is to Pulau Langkawi, Malaysia.

Actually this was not the first time I went but with the different awesome people.

My housemates planned this trip before our final start.

We drove to Nilai after we met at Pulau Penang.

I tried my best to don't sleep but was too tired.

Then, we took ferry to our destination. It took around one hour to there.

Once we reached the jeti, our drivers went to take cars. We waited there for an hour but all of us were hungry and tired.

I almost get mad because of hungriness.

When the cars reached, I seriously shock because of the lousy car provided. The car's window can't close also. Before we go for our dinner, we went to hotel to settle down our luggage. The hotel is the most lousy I seen before. Some advise given here, never buy a package included accommodation, car rental and half day schedule. Find it partially might be more worth and comfortable.  

We settled our dinner at a seafood restaurant besides the Pulau Cenang. I found the food around Pulau Cenang are seriously expensive.

Love the sand and the view at Pulau Cenang.

Duty free is the most famous in Langkawi hahaha

So we bought a lot of alcohol and chocolate to our hotel. 

I think we are crazy. The two night we enjoyed at Langkawi.

The second day were arranged by the hotel. 

Le girls.

After the visitation, we went to another tourist. 

With le baby.

Another drinking night. 

Before end our trip, we went to the eagle square. 

The day was too sunny.

*4.45PM

22-12-2015

Three Golden Flowersss

Here is the story of the three little girlsss.

We met in university foundation science class.

Two from Ipoh and One from Seremban.

Khooi Kai Xin Jasmine Lim Nicole Ooi

We were roommate during our first year of degree but because of some reasons, we need to separate.

But we still always contact each other via video call. We still shared our story to each other, likes to gossip sometimes and the most important is we still love each other.

After 5 months, we finally can meet each other because of Nicole's birthday.

Her Birthday Present

Birthday girl and me.

The next day, we woke at 9 something and my two babies started preparing but I still lay on the bed. 

BATH DRIED HAIR MAKE UP DRESS UP 

I waited for them around 2 hours as I do not make up and dress up myself. 

I seriously think myself need to improve to be more girlish.

The girl just backed from Bangkok.

search us from Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/laoposss/

The most suffer thing during my sem break is can't meet with my boyfriend. :'(

Miss ya. :*

**6.43PM

18-12-2015

End of University Degree Year 2 Life

New achievement unlocked. hahaha

One of my subject in this semester needed us to have performance for final.

But the unlucky thing happened that is my elder sister's wedding day crushed with the performance. 

So early in the morning after met with my boy I need to drove for 3 hours more back to campus just for a less than 30 mins of stage show and 3 more hours back to Ipoh. 

 My boyfriend is the groomsman. Handsome boy. haha

Because of too rush I can't even take a proper picture with my elder sister on that day.

This is how my dog replaced my position in family. :'(

The only thing I done for my sister was helping her to wear high heels.

And so finally I reached campus around 3.30p.m.

But I got nothing to do for 1 hour and so awkward as I wore like a princess.

Luckily my friend borrowed me her jacket. 

And after the 20 mins of stage show, I need to drive back Ipoh.

I felt myself insane. -.-

My Audio Team on that day. They were seriously awesome.

The next day, we got a wedding lunch. I wore like a spicy chili they said. haha

This is the only photo I satisfied on that day.

Thanks to the photographer-Ric Li

Le Boyfriend and Me.

After few days of fun, the trouble came so fast.

Final was around the corner. I could not stay at Ipoh more days even my cousins back to M'sia, I still need to back KL for preparing my final. 

Although during the days, I wanted to back Ipoh badly as I got sick but my love strongly disagreed and promised would take care of me. 

His job was take away my breakfast, lunch and dinner for me and he backed to campus for revision.

But he only done his job for two days and other I need to take care of myself already. haha #irresponsibleboyfriend #kidding #ilovehimalot

Although I'm not sure my answer in the final paper but I did not feel upset as I already did my best.

Sometimes really hate my boyfriend as I always think he ignore me because of studies and sports.

But he still got comfort the day after. I got my 6th monthsary lunch before I back to Ipoh and my advanced Christmas Present. 

The boy I love A LOT.

My Christmas Present. I guess he thinks I'm too fat. hmmm

MORE PHOTOSSSS

**11.06PM